ONE MORE NIGHT AMG

NOT EVEN ONE MORE NIGHT. IN TWELVE HOURS. YES. >:D
Best vacation I've had yet, here it comes omgomgomgogm :D I've been waiting 3 months for my bed buds Tyler and Dugen to come to STL for a visit. And now it's finally here, after weeks of planning and preparing.

HAI DEE, U MY NEW FOLLOWER! I know I signed my death warrent, die-ann, but I hope you can forgive me.

I love you, Goldfish. I know I've been harsh recently, by ignoring you and all that, I just... I really want you to know I sorry. :< Just know I thinking of you! I can't wait until you leaves me a message on Thursday! or tomorrow, but mainly Thursday! :D:D:D:D:D

god i'm so excited, i can't sleep!

A better night.

I've gotten out of my low depths of being semi-depressed and have become somewhat happy, and I'm not exactly dying for no reason. I use to feel like absolute shit, even though my shoulders could -really- use a heavy massage.

I've seen so much out in public in the past two days that makes me think of you, and I wish you were here. You have no idea, Babe.

I miss you.

I love you, Goldfish.

I'm gonna sign off of this, maybe I'll have a ton of funner, more brighter things to post tomorrow night. Only one more night after this!

Almost midnight

It's almost midnight. I'm totally leaving a ton of mini messages for you to read whenever it's Tuesday.

The only reason I'm really, really happy is because whenever I wake up, I just have to go through 3 days and 2 nights before I get to talk to you.

I really, really miss you. I just wanted you to know that.

I love you, Goldfish.

blah rant. The small nights like these...

I'm sitting here after probably the worst night I've had in a while, all thanks to my goddamned dad. It's the nights like these where I get a tiny bit depressed, then think too much about it and then it really starts to bother me. Then after all this, my dad really has to storm down and make my night a living hell.

It's the nights like these I wish you were here so I could just hug you extremely tight, while you tell me "It'll be okay." It makes me sound little and weak, I know. But gah. I really wish I could at least talk to you.

I love you, Goldfish. I just need you to know that tonight is one of those nights I need you more than ever.

p.s., I find it cute I use this blog as a "soon enough she'll read" type of message. Sort of like an away message, or a text you won't get until it's safe. Lol..

oh, and editing

p.p.s., I'm thinking about our song, Are You Gonna Kiss Me Or Not by Thomas Square. I'm not in the mood to listen to anything besides TV, but it's making me smile insanely hard.

My girlfriend lied to me...

Why did you lie, Britt? :( Why you lie? me never lie...

My messed up almost dead dream.

So in my dream, I was in my house, but it wasn't exactly in my house. It was my house, but the interior was completely different. In my house, I was alone, but there was this guy who was a serial killer. He was hunting me, and he ended up finding me in the hallway. I had a gun, he had a gun, and he got me from behind. He made me put it down, ducttaped and tied my wrists and ankles together, and had me sitting down in the living room. He was laughing as he grabbed his knife and claimed he was going to slice me on every part of my body. He got up and started to walk down the hall to grab my gun, as he did that he commanded me to walk to a certain area. (It was an 'or else' situation, but I cant think of the or else.)

as I walked, I was by the front door, my ankles and wrists got free and I ran for it. I ran out of the door and down the street before he realized I left. He came out of the door and saw me all the way down the street, and got a little cart of his to carry with him,w ith his guns and knives on him. He chased me through the yards, and managed to catch me when I was a few feet away from Craig's house. I tried to juke him by running around this shed, but he managed to get me. In the end he grabbed me and was going to stab my throat, but as he grabbed me I woke up. My heart was racing, I was sweating, and I was having a legit nightmare. It was scaaaary...

I wanted to hug you more than ever. :< why you no save me?

so i sit here

After memorizing a certain song and song title, a song entitled "Are you gonna kiss me or not?" by Thomas Square... (Because it's my Babygirl and I's song! <3) I'm finally going to go to bed.

it's 3:22 AM, technically no June 2nd, but I'm calling it the night of June 1st.

I totally fell back in love with my wonderful girlfriend tonight, and I'm posting it here because I feel sooner or later she's going to read this before her and I talk again. It's something I want her to see.

The amazing memories we create, the awesome fun we have with our good friends, and just how perfect the moments are between you and I... It's almost like that special romance movie you would see in theaters, or a play on Broadway. Except... for us, it's real.

No matter how difficult things get, I'm always going to be here. I'm never going to run and leave; I couldn't ever abandon such an amazing relationship with the hottest, most attractive woman I've ever laid eyes on; even better than any celebrity, Babygirl! <3

That's all I wanted to say. I know I said it before, going to say it again, and stole it from you, but I couldn't think of a better way to say it. I fell back in love with you. That was an amazing, magical night. I couldn't ask for a better one.

<33 Goodnight, Babygirl.
& goodnight, world.