'aight...

now that i'm settled...

First, that was a fantastic night, what with the taco bell and "The Proposal." I loved that night, and I remember the nachos we had and how I had barely dipped my stuff in cheese cause i'm a dork and am very... tentative towards cheese. I guess that's what we can say...

Second, I had an amazing time. I wish we could've stayed. Though the trip really made me think, especially with what you were saying for a good part of the 'trip'. I was thinking negatively, but not in a "I'm so emo :<" way, in a "This is bad, hao fix".
I just get so scared and silly sometimes. I can't wait until we can see each other and have an us day. It's what we need.

Third, sorry I no post sooner, even though I'm pretty sure you didn't read anything last night. I hope last night for you was okay; I immediately went to see my mom, drove my dad back (was drinking), ate dinner, and at 10 PM at night in the middle of the dark drove back out to mascoutah to go spend the night with my mom. I had to wake up at 6 and drive back and be home by 7:30, sadly. I didn't get a single fucking bit of sleep, worst night of sleeping in my life. Ugh. Maybe I'll go try to nap..

I really, really love you & miss you, Brittnee. <3