nerd ramble and being mushymush.

So, after leaving to go run an errand in the middle of the night (which is absolutely dumb; like picking up a parent at work. hinthint.), I'm sitting down with very few things to do. I've realized that I actually have a blog, and instead of only posting on it for away messages for my special Goldfish to read, or posting on it to get an emo rant out, I decided to actually use this. Why not, right?


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So my week has been pretty okay, it's been pretty eventful for the good and the worse, really at about 50/50 so it's hard to say. One of the biggest highlights of my week that I'm actually going to post about (because if I post something else, I'm giving away a surprise) is that the new Counter-Strike was released. yes. want. I wish I could post an actual gameplay trailer or something of it, but all the ones that there are basically suck. Wait until October, whenever the real professionals get their hands on it and it looks a ton better.

I also found out one of my good friends lost his girlfriend today. No, she didn't die :P But she did break up with him. he's completely wrecked by this, and I really feel bad for him. I'll probably end up hanging out with him some time during this week to make sure he's okay.

Other than that, I've been doing pretty good. School started, this semester seems like it'll be a lot easier than I've made it out to be. I really need to buckle down and focus, and hopefully by the end of this semester two of three goals will be fulfilled, which I'm sure they will be. All I need to do is survive this one semester, and I think the whole "operation: reallife" will start for me. I also am finding a lot of time to go up and spend some time with my Penguin up at her school to let her know just how much I love her and to show her all the attention that I possibly can. After all, she deserves every bit of it.

'Dis the mushymush part of the blog. Our lives are much different due to one main factor; parents. Fantastic, right? Pretty dumb to read. We both go to different schools, have different hobbies, and we're basically like Romeo and Juliet. We're near forced to never communicate with one another. After I do everything that I do in my life that is absolutely mandatory (like, say, school or chores.) I look at every second in the future, and I find out which sections I'm able to cut out of my time to devote that much time to my girlfriend. I've missed opportunities to see her, but I make sure I at least talk to her in some way. I hope she reads this, which I'm sure she will, but I do this because I show her just how important she is and just how valued she is in our relationship. Contrary to what people think or believe, we're leading a very healthy relationship. Why? Cause we care for each other and we make it work. :D

I got mushy after an e-mail tonight. sue me. sue? seu? I have no idea. Soo. Soo me.

That's all i wanted to say. Pz blog, update tomorrow 8)